Friday, January 22, 2010
@ 5:04 AM
okay no picture for today.
i have no mood.
i only want to write about my school life, currently.
hais, i came to school with one aim, study.
class was quiet th few days, fairly good.
but as days goes by, its typically going back to 2n2'09.
not that i don't like, but what is my aim?
hais, i have become a bad senior.
i shouldn't "insult" juniors, but cant help it..
keep going out after school, when there is no cca, money spent.
but gladly i do my hmwk regularly, i guess its good enough?
i want to pay attention in class.
i want to STUDY.
i want learn geography, physics, chem, f&n.
but why cant put my head into studying?
why cant i stop my temptation from smsing?
hais, and, since then u changed, maybe for them, th better?
but i dont think its for th better for me.
you become more attention seeking and care towards her more then other.
i get fucked up k?
i dont dare say cause you are my friend.
but your care for her gets carried away.
even girls now interested in you more then last time.
why?
shuai ge mah.
all th person that i l also go for u
what is this.
i dont know what i feeling.
i feel i am incapable of what you got.
you are perfect to every girl.
I WANT TO END EVERYTHING.
reality sucks.
i mean alott i hate my life.
and people who want to cheer me up at my taggy , drop th idea.
i am tired of people asking me to cheer up.
i guess this is just th summary of what i think is important.
haihai, i need you.
