Monday, April 12, 2010
@ 7:26 AM
hais..
i have been feeling rather down.
well you guys know le, no more phy baby.
phy has gone to a girl who is love more then me.
hais..
at most i want to say thank you for th memories.
and sorry again if i have hurt you in th past.
i know you want me to put everything in th past, well i have to admit its easy for you, hard for me.
you found your replacement in a blink of eyes.
cause in th first place you dont love me at all.
you still with her, i didnt rake it up anymore, you meet her, i didnt rake it up, you lie to me, i didnt rake it up, but why when i stead with aaron twice you must rake it up.
you told me dont rake up your past.
but you?
you are worst.
common uh, i really change alot for you, i put you first priority.
i TRUSTED you, and this is how you treated me.
i ask you just now why do you have to kiss my cheek when you know you love her.
you kept quiet.
you love her?
yeah, you love her.
this is how you treat th one you love that really love you so much?
i told you le, what go around comes around.
maybe you feel fortunate that you have girls who trully love you.
pampered.
but in real life, there wont be second chance luh, once you let go, maybe th one you love wont even look back at you and say HEY SHE TREATED ME SO GOOD, BUT I DIDNT.
i reflected alot.
seriously, i have endured my temper.
i have controlled my sadness till i have burst it all out.
you simply dont care.
i mean nothing to you, but phyllis, please lah, you mean th world to me.
when i say i will wait for you, i really will.
if i decided to move on, that is giving up, and i dont want to give up so easily.
because my love is stronger then anyone.
i wont fight for your attention, cause your attention alr diverted to her.
i wont, i will just catch you when you fall, listen to you when you need me.
but sad thing is that during her bdae you went her house and romanced.
you say you will look up then you past her house and she will be looking at th window whatever.
spear poke through my heart, bleeding profusely, letting it drip without cleaning it.
romance leh.
imagine lah, i romance with aaron behind your back despite i know you love me alot.
confirm you will hate me to th fucking core right?
but no for me, i wont.
i will just wait patiently for you to realise i am really tiongxim to th one i love.
that is you phyllis.
