Tuesday, April 27, 2010
@ 5:41 AM
read her facebook, all make my heart ache.
baby this baby that, disgusted serious case, even ht say so.
sian lah, why is it so hard to forget one person?
fml.
true, i still love her.
yes, i am using someone to forget her.
it just dont work.
see shuai ge, see that see this, nothing work.
im cheating my own feelings.
i nvr love anyone after i break 20 days ago.
no one lah.
plainly crush or whatsoever.
why is it so hard to forget you phyllis.
fucking why siah?
im letting go my grip slowly.
but th pain of you having that girl is too strong.
pain of our memories.
pain of us.
i wont wait anymore, i dont want to get more hurts.
im positive that i dont want to turn back to our past.
its really game over.
i just need time to forget.
and current stead dont even help.
he doesnt even care.
not that i want to compare the way he and her treated me, but seriously i have no feelings.
i dont want to hurt him again by breaking up.
hais, i am confused.
friends turn black face when i even mention her name.
some motivate, some just rushing me to forget phy and stay single.
this things are easy to say, but you guys dont know what im feeling cause things are simple for you guys.
i have been through hardship and its tiring.
i see couple i fucking sad.
happy couple.
no flaws, last long.
hais, fucking jealous.
nowadays always go home straight, i see no point going out.
the more i go out th more lonely i am.
everyone talk bout their bf, i very sad.
nobody understands.
everyone got their own lifes to lead.
im lagging behind.
this sucks.
everyone changes.
seem like they become more egoistic.
nothing was back to sec 1 & 2 life.
fuckmylife.
i am sorry to offend anyone, i just dont care i cant hide my feelings anymore.
