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Sunday, April 25, 2010
@ 2:31 AM

you said
you're as good as your word
I guess it don't apply to you
you told me so many things
but none of them were true
pretending not to see the truth
I was living lies
now I see that you were just messing with my mind
you told me that even though we argue
you told me I love you
you said I adore you
you told me that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby
you told me that you don't want no drama
I gave you my arm, took me home to meet your mama
you told that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby

I'm sitting here confused
you didn't do what you'd said you do
I gave my heart to you
you said I was the only one you gave yourself to
I trusted that and I believed in you
you said you loved me, unconditionally
but why did you lie
I don't deserve to feel this hurt inside, oh why
why ...
you told me that even though we argue
you told me I love you
you said I adore you
you told me that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby
you told me that you don't want no drama
I gave you my arm, took me home to meet your mama
you told that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby
you said ...
you told me that even though we argue
you told me I love you
you said I adore you
you told me that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby
you told me that you don't want no drama
I gave you my arm, took me home to meet your mama
you told that you'd never leave
you said you'd always be, around here baby.


hais everything is gone now.
really gone.
i feel a big loss.
though i have someone by my side, i feel empty.
i miss th old times.
i still remember that time you kiss me affectionately.
but now, you kissed with other girl, your stead.
i know i have no hope to have you back, but i really need you.
i try very hard with my friends and kukuhead motivating, but its different.
i miss you, phyllis.
your face is no longer in my mind, all i could see is our memories.
yesterday i dream of us.
you cared so much about me, when im sick, you run a few km to find something for me.
now, i dont think i even matter to you.
im just no one, your ex.
i dont know how long i want to fake this, but seriously, i love you.
when did we break?
7 april, you remind me, but do you remember how much you mean to me?
18 days without you is hell, but im trying to live with it.
bear with all th pain and you be happy with her.
3 girls love you now, and you chose th one that is new.
friends gave me a hope for you to come back to me.
at th same time, wanting me to move on.
its hard phyllis.
you, happy, me, crying.
you may not even want to read this draggy post, but really, deep in my heart its you.
i told you i let go, but i cant move on.
remember th msg, about th highway?
now, im stuck in th middle of th expressway, and only you, th key, could make me move.
you cry for her in sch.
you love her so much, i feel like throwing all th things you gave me.
i really miss th times when you cried for me, that shows you care.
but now?
you would even care to msg, cause you got her.
HER HER HER.
fuck why must i be jealous, when i got matthew?
hais, im imagining things and im lying to myself...
iloveyouphyllis.