Wednesday, June 16, 2010
@ 1:24 AM
hello bitches.
im back to post.
huiting ask me to post yesterday night, well, morning, but im sucha lazy ass.
lets see, oh yeah of course, yesterday went out with shipei, farah and ht to town.
went to clarke quay to buy sweets and straight to city link.
it was a rather fun trip with th bitches but i was damn worn out luh.
then proceed to have out dinner and went to bugis to window shop.
hmm, nothing much but towards th end, i really miss phy uh.
keep looking at th photo like one idiot.
haiyakkkkkkkkkk!
to baby ;
i wanted to tell you straight in your face, have a heart to heart talk but it just seem so hard.
so i just fairly hope that you will read my blog when you reach spore.
firstly i would like to say do you regret coming back to me?
i know physically you dont, but mentally you do.
i dont assume.
i have evidence, your msges, with your ex, jac.
baby, i told you umpteen times, our relationship is none of people's business.
and i told you to just tell me straight in my face that there is wrong and we mend it, together.
well, i dont see that case.
you are just telling me my weakness, and im suppose to mend it, and you talk behind my back.
you want us to last long, why arent you making an effort to help me out?
if you regret coming back to me, i dont care, cause now your mine and ONLY MINE.
and bout ur ex.
i know you and her are just friends or whatever you call it.
but what do others think when you two ?
baby, remember you are mine.
its true that i cant control you and your life.
but i have th rights to remind you, you two are over.
i may sound selfish, but when it comes to our relationship, i dont give a damn.
when you went out with her, you didnt even told me.
did you wear our ring proudly and went out with her?
i dont know.
i look down on her seriously.
friends are friends, boundaries are boundaries.
and if you and her are going out again after you came back and i found out, im seriously gonna blow things up.
i really had enough of all th nonsense that is making us go in a cycle.
if you think that im too much, and you and her are only friends, what if i do th same to you?
would you like it?
confirm you will angry me, complain everything to your that ex.
why issit th case of "you can do but i cant"?
because i love you.
because i dont want a misunderstanding.
but you prove to me that you can love me anytime you want and i make you upset, there your that ex will be there.
like hello, im your stead.
not her.
baby, i am a human with feelings.
im not a spare tyre or a toy.
im seriously tired of ur love cycle.
and if this time round anyone who is gonna break our relationship, i will come down straight to her face, and you will know what her face will be like next day.
maybe im thinking too much, but seriously, stop making me misunderstand you.
and to whoever im refering to, i hate you girl till th end of my life.
