Saturday, July 31, 2010
@ 10:07 PM
im just blinded by your love.
everything seem complicating yet simple.
last night, you told me that you cant forgive me and you chose to leave.
i beg you, you said "im sorry".
you didnt know how much pain im suffering.
its like a baker try to impress hes boss yet hes boss only see th making of th cake, not th end product.
nothing went inside my head.
i told huiting bout it, surprisingly i felt more optimist.
heartache do cure in time, thats why i respect your decision.
to forget you.
i want to be strong and tell myself, i can do this, without anyone's help.
i told you, forget everything bout me, and you convert into a different person.
a person that wants me back drastically.
once you accused that my love isnt stable, i totally stare blankly at my screen.
my love was stable throughout th 4months and you call it unstable?
i tried to move on without you, from that night on, and you only said it was a test?
so breaking up is a test?
thats means i failed because i said "forget me" ?
and that same night, i asked you, have we broke?
you told me to decide.
what is going on in your mind, my dear?
stop being a fickle minded and decide..
i want you back, but im afraid to hurt you more.
i know its hard to forgive what ive done but i tried to make up for it.
seem that i give up halfway through and you "ask me back".
nothing but craps.







