Sunday, July 4, 2010
@ 8:27 PM
Im lost.
Why do i keep having this feeling?
I have successfully live without you for one day, no more tears for you.
yet you want me to wait for you.
you told me not to move on.
i told you, you have alot out there, your sisters, but you still want me to stay.
isnt it that my disappearance makes your life easier?
do you really love me?
i really loved you, thats why i choose to leave for your happiness.
i know your friends hate me, dislike whatsoever.
leaving you was a good idea, you have another girl who still love you.
i hate this, but for you, im sacrificing again.
its ok that im lonely as long as your happy.
im trying my very best to let things go your way, but i dont know whats holding me back.
you kept raking up bout the exhanging number, i just kept my mouth shut.
didnt want anymore quarrels.
didnt want anymore sadness in you.
dont really know what exactly you want, but its all up to you.
like i say umpteen times, im noone to you.
even if it breaks my heart when you go out with her, you happy, im happy.
its not easy letting go while people is pulling you to stay.
do i look happy to you?
think bout it luh..
i swallow my saliva hard enough at all times.
friends are tired of my bullshit.
im standing up on my own, i guess.
im not over this game.
