Saturday, July 17, 2010
@ 11:49 PM
remember i told you i love this photo and put it as my wallpaper.
i can no longer have th rights to do so.
im sorry to snatch all your pictures away, im deleting it soon.
do you know how much pain im enduring now?
to see you walk away without giving me a last hug.
you told me you wanted to hold me, you didnt.
im so disappointed.
maybe if i didnt meet you yesterday, things would not turn out this way.
true that we only have each other for 3 days, but why am i feeling so hurt.
you picked me up when i was down, and we chose to like each other.
but now im left with nothing but my body with no soul.
cant you understand that i need you?
im selfish, because i like you.
you told me cause of o levels, too stress.
then why am i here?
i nvr ask more then anything, i just wanted you.
i just want you, marvyn tan guo wei.
your smile,your laughter,your silly frowns, nvr fail to leave my mind.
every now and then, th more i think bout it, th more depress i am.
yesterday, you called me dear in real life, and did you know my heart jumped?
i didnt even had a chance to hold your hands.
why do you have to do this to me.
today th whole day you didnt msg me, do you know how bitter my life is now?
i grabbed my phone for 5 hours, not eating, not drinking but waiting for you to sms me.
you didnt bother to do so.
its ok, you live your life happily is enough for me.
all i wish th best in your life, and goodluck for o level, and find a better girl that will give you future.
lastly, il**eyou.
"it was hard: i thought i could forget you easily, concentrate on my studies, work hard and get a good job. but every single thought had you in it. you would help me study, you woud encourage me to work hard, we would work in the same company. how can i forget you, when everything reminds me of you?"
