Saturday, August 21, 2010
@ 10:10 PM
maybe i should change my that photo soon.
just dont wanna think bout the past anymore.
hi, im nat, and im heartbroken.
hahahha, random shit luh.
apparently yesterday was really the last outing with phy.
phy bare to let me go le, im happy cause she can find a new girl for her life.
just forget bout me.
and if your reading this, i really hope you delete my photos in your phone and comp.
better still delete my contact and messages.
pretend that i dont know you.
and if you have got a new girlf, tell them that your true love is not me, but melissa or xinyu.
after reading jac's blog, i realise you didnt really change that much.
despite me saying over and over again, i realise that im tired.
you asked her for patch, wanna time me again?
nah, its not gonna happen.
i think that i feel good shouting at you in th public, because th innocent get hurt again.
i've never feel so strong like before.
after talking to shannon, huiting, hweeling and especially marvyn, i feel strong.
im on my knees instead of lying flat on the ground, hopelessly.
in no time, im standing up on my own and you and me, we are nothing.
you are my only love, i will nvr forget you.
but i hope that you too may stand up on your own, and move on.
no more triangles, no more pampering you, no more pitying you and coming back instantly.
im old enough to decide what i want.
and thank you for making this decision of leaving me.
i wont come back to you ever again.
even if i love you so much, we will be happier walking our own paths.
therefore, thanks you for everything and i will still continue loving you, as a stranger.
