Sunday, August 22, 2010
@ 2:40 AM
you sms me this afternoon, i didnt want to reply because i want to move on.
and yet you called me, and everything change.
why cant i just do what im supposed to do?
like move on?
im not desperate for stead now, in fact im afraid to fall in love.
you make me phobic in love.
seriously, you say that you will cherish me more, but are you really gonna cherish me more?
i dont know what decision to make uh.
everytime i have to make this type of decision, i always regretted in th end.
what if i choose another decision, will i regret?
maybe i will regret now, but not in th future.
see, if you didnt contact her, everything was absolutely fine.
and now you blame me for shouting at you in th public and you complain to that pamelia who knows nothing.
yes, im always the devil and your the angel.
your friends always put th blame on me when they dont even know th truth.
please luh, pamelia pretty, my backside more pretty.
you like i say like that bout her?
no right, but you didnt stop her saying bout me.
im really tired of this bullshit.
just be a liar all your life, i really dont wanna bother anymore.
your not even sad when i say im leaving.
you say oh ok.
what does that shows me?
you cant be bothered right?
ok, everything is my fault lah k.
thanks you for showing me this fuck.
you go and be happy flinging, and me, be lonely and look at th world with a smile on my face.
